hope springs eternal



I need some real attention please.

I’m having one of those nights where I’d like to cry myself to sleep, but I’ve done so much crying recently that nothing will come out.

I spend so much time worrying about you cause you’re one of my best friends and were so much alike and I don’t know what I would do without you. It’s nice to have someone that understands all your feels.

If I tell you I love you and you don’t say it back, no matter who you are, I’ll remember it forever so you better say it back.

I just want to be the most important person in someone’s life.

Sometimes I just need to talk, okay?

There’s never been a single person in my life who hasn’t hurt me, and I want one more than anything.

It will never be okay that you did that, and I will never really forgive you.

I only get hiccups when I’m trying not to cry.

currently accepting volunteers to sit in my bathroom with me and rub my back because im fucking miserable.

I love the way people look at you when you surprise them; like they’re seeing you for the first time. I love tight stubborn hugs when you’re mad, and I love pointless conversations at 2AM. I love first texts and feeling like it matters if someone talks to you today, even if it’s about nothing. I hate the way people look at you when there’s somewhere they’d rather be; like there’s a million other people they’d rather see. I hate contact that ends in pulling away, and I hate one word replies to the most important questions. I hate days with out talking, and feeling like you’d be forgotten in an instant.

I hate me.

Sometimes I can’t stop thinking and then I just get so damn sad

I work a 14 hour shift tomorrow and I can’t sleep. Yay me.

I love my tattoo so much :)
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